"WHEW!" 9-19-12 11:00 PM I can't imagine how complicated my life is right now. It is such a mixture of ALL!as in, all kinds of emotions!Happy, sad, confused, scared, excited but confused!!!I have a feeling that if only i don't have my hubby and son with me, especially You my dearest LORD,to inspire me, keep me holding on and guide me, i would have gone mad,as in! Happy - the moment i got a job @ the catbalogan city division, it felt like it was a blessing in disguise. I was having problems with my old work due to distance. I was assigned away from home. But then came a call from our cool mayor, i got a job at my hometown. I'm gonna be home!whew! Sad - with my new job,i was designated as Planning Officer. Super tough position i haven't known until recently. New work as a section chief from a strange employment atmosphere!I truly am at a loss with the kind of job i am working. I don't think i can do it. Such responsibility, i still think i am immature for the position. whew! Confused - fight or resign?whew! Scared - i really can't decide. It's really hard :( I have to balance the consequences, the PROS and CONS of resigning. I am truly SCARED. Excited - Answered prayer!I'am having our second baby!I am on my 10th week now:)Have to prepare for CS operation.Whew! Confused - now what should i do?!!!! WHEW!!!